There will be moments in your life where it seems hard to breathe. The darkness of your situation will feel so deep that even hoping for one "good day" in the future will seem unfathomable. It's in these times especially that God will be sending you armies of angels, of love, of light to hold on to. It won't be easy to find them in the dark. Sometimes you will only be able to catch a sparkle of hope in the night... But when you do... When you see that glimmer of light.. Let it fall upon you and warm you. Don't worry about what was or will be, just bask in the warmth, rest in the light for that moment. The more light you catch, the better you will be at seeing it sparkle again.